fyreredsub
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my worst experience was having another female in the relationship that was to be building the bond and trust and training me, to totally play on my fears instead while allowing the master to think she was following his wishes and of course the new one never gets believed even when she is able to show proof*shrugs* but i empathize with the 'having your fears played" and the Onwer knowing full well what is wrong and not doing anything to make it better and saying it is the slave. and what truly sucks is so many times the slave will say they failed when in all reality that isnt the case. master abandoned me to the womans wrath...he wears blinders so thick its a wonder he has any perceptions of his own and when i saw how out of control the female over me could get, i RAN like banshees were behind me and that is what it sounded like reminds me of a bumper sitcker i saw not too long ago on my way to the airport 'if the wifes happy,i'm happy' sometimes in poly one says they can share yet it is only there way not his way...sometimes the only way they can be comfortable with master having a slave at his feet..... is if that slave belongs to another Master and will go home at the end of the whatever with someone else.....and even then..........*chuckles* the blinders are off.... ....yet my heart does not forget....all that brought me under his spell of power to begin with and how wonderful it was at one time and the dreams that were weaved to capture me being bound sucks in many ways because those dreams were NOT allowed to be realized and he KNEW this ahead of time
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"Accordingly, men must then either fulfill their nature, or deny it, and in denying their nature, deny us ours, for ours is the complement to theirs. " Renegades
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