MarksFantasyGirl -> RE: Confessions (8/7/2006 12:29:19 PM)
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Fast reply: I have been reading all of these confessions.... I am at the end of page 7, and i have tears streaming down my face and clouding my vision so bad that i can't read anymore... I am soooo glad that I took typing in school right now, b/c if not, i never would be able to say these things.... I want to let you all know that I love you... I don't care if I have never talked to you in my life, but I do love you all... anyone that has the guts to come on here and say what you have said.... Nutter Butter and MySweet, I just want to tell you botht that i believe that people choose when they leave this earth... my best friend in the whole world died when we were in 9th grade... She had been raped as a very small girl, and it messed up all of her organs.... It ultimatly killed her... she had died of kidney failier... she had been on medication for all of her life... she also had to have a cath. , and a very strict diet.... she was in the hospitla for 3 days the last time... on the third day, me and all my friends that used to hang together decided to go see her... so we got my mom, and another girls mom and went to see her... when we got there, everyone told us that she wasn't responding... and she wouldn't open her eyes or anything... we all went in, and huddled aroun her... I went in first, and got to hold her hand.... we told her who all had come to see her... and we asked her to look at us... and she did... a few minutes later, we told her that she really needs to check out the hot nurse she had... and she did! (she was always after the boys! lol) but that was the last time she would open her eyes... she had died right after while i was still holding her hand... She wanted to wait until she saw who her real friends were... she didn't have many growing up.... I will never forget that day.... so don't feel bad.. either one of you... they both knew what they were doing... they didn't want to have you see them pass on... they knew that it would be with you always... so don't feel bad... love them more.. b/c they didn't want to hurt you... i am a firm believer in that! I give you ALL kisses.... through my sobs.... Love you much!!
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