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nefertari -> RE: Confessions (8/9/2006 8:21:34 PM)
Ok..I need to confess We all have stress in our lives. But the stress in mine is taking over due to my 11 year old I mentioned in my earlier confession. The last few nights have been very rough and she's so miserable and unhappy and I feel so helpless and I'm at my limit. Not with her, just with how much more I can handle right now. I'm working with the mortgage company to not lose my house because of all of the medical bills not covered by insurance (that's an entirely other thread there...and a long one to boot), which I've managed to work out a deal with them, so that helps. I have a friend in the lifestyle, a sub, who is not playing it very wisely or safely and I worry about her, too and am trying to talk some sense into her. I don't want a vacation. I want someone to take care of me for a week. Just a week. I'll get up and go to work. I just don't want to have to make any decisions (outside of work), cook any meals, do any laundry. This is so not like me. But I spent the better part of the day yesterday on the verge of tears and in a fog and today wasn't much better. Sleep would help, too, but that is a luxury in this house. I'm not depressed. Just reached my limit and need time to refuel. Thanks for listening.

sleazybutterfly -> RE: Confessions (8/9/2006 8:35:43 PM)
Sometimes, just getting it out helps a bit. If you ever just need to talk..feel free to hit me on the other side. Hugs and peace to you this evening..and to us all, beautiful one. ~Andrea

nefertari -> RE: Confessions (8/9/2006 8:39:24 PM)
Thanks so much sleazybutterfly. I may just take you up on your offer. ~hugs~

SavageFaerie -> RE: Confessions (8/9/2006 8:40:39 PM)
Same here, I am always good for a listen confidentially. Or rant or vent...or well anything pretty much

sleazybutterfly -> RE: Confessions (8/9/2006 8:46:12 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: nefertari Thanks so much sleazybutterfly. I may just take you up on your offer. ~hugs~ I haven't got much to give but my time and some really good listening skills..but my heart is always open to you. ~Andrea

nefertari -> RE: Confessions (8/9/2006 8:47:11 PM)
Thank you SavageFaerie. You and Sleazybutterfly are going to make me cry now. sniff I read the posts and know that you each are working through things of your own and it means a lot that you would reach out to me, too. Thanks so much.

Tamerofwild1s -> RE: Confessions (8/9/2006 9:03:31 PM)
neferati ..... Iam here for you as well .. trust me when I say I know the path your on all to well .... I can show you the muck on my boots from it ..... those prints next to you were creatred by me .. needI say more .... anytime you want to chat hit me up and I will be there to listen andhelp if I can in any way keep your chin up and smile . remember this when you hit rock bottom thereis only 2 ways to go side ways and straight up .... time to climb girl.

MarksFantasyGirl -> RE: Confessions (8/9/2006 9:06:08 PM)
I'm here too babe... don't hessitate to send me a message...

nefertari -> RE: Confessions (8/9/2006 9:12:07 PM)
Ok, now I am crying, damnit. [;)] Thank you thank you thank you Tamerofwild1s and MarksFantasyGirl. And back at ya.... ...feeling all the support in the room....lost all my words...so thanks.

MarksFantasyGirl -> RE: Confessions (8/9/2006 9:15:57 PM)
hey, i just talked my friend (actually the one i like and said about on the last page) out of being all sad and stuff.... (not that it was really the best thing for me... she wants to get back with my brother... ::sigh:: talk about a dilemma)... but i can be funny, and upbeat, and also, just a serious listener when i have to be... just gimme a little message... if it just says "hey...." then i will know, that you prolly need to get something off your chest, but need a little time... so i will listen.... wow... my hands like have a mind of their own tonight.. i don't know if any of this makes any sence... if not, just ignore it... lol

nefertari -> RE: Confessions (8/9/2006 9:23:51 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: Tamerofwild1s neferati ..... Iam here for you as well .. trust me when I say I know the path your on all to well .... I can show you the muck on my boots from it ..... those prints next to you were creatred by me .. needI say more .... anytime you want to chat hit me up and I will be there to listen andhelp if I can in any way keep your chin up and smile . remember this when you hit rock bottom thereis only 2 ways to go side ways and straight up .... time to climb girl. I do always climb, Tamer, just need to rebuild my strength a bit first. But I always climb. Thanks again.

nefertari -> RE: Confessions (8/9/2006 9:27:17 PM)
That is a dilema, MarksFantasyGirl...one that sucks, I would say. We do tend to be pretty selfless at times, don't we? Thanks for reaching out and your words of encouragment. Really do appreciate it.

MarksFantasyGirl -> RE: Confessions (8/9/2006 9:34:13 PM)
sure thing... i'm not much for the bible.... but that whole "do unto other's" thing, just seems to work... you know?? you feel much better about yourself if you help people out when they need you... you never know whe you will need them...

nefertari -> RE: Confessions (8/9/2006 9:37:37 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: MarksFantasyGirl sure thing... i'm not much for the bible.... but that whole "do unto other's" thing, just seems to work... you know?? you feel much better about yourself if you help people out when they need you... you never know whe you will need them... So very true.

Level -> RE: Confessions (8/10/2006 3:29:55 AM)
I confess that I cry when I hear "The Little Drummer Boy".

impishlilhellcat -> RE: Confessions (8/10/2006 8:03:48 AM)
nefertari I don't happen to around much anymore, but offer you all that pretty much everyone previous has offered. I know of hard time too been through all that before with someone else and can lend an ear and some time. Sometimes just crying, yelling, screaming, or even rambling to someone else makes us feel just a little bit more sane. I too say I am here for you if you need someone to talk to just email me as they say on the other side.

CleoVale -> RE: Confessions (8/10/2006 1:10:51 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: SavageFaerie I have to now confess: I am a sweet wonderful person 99.9% of the time...but...............never never piss off a 4'10" demure looking faerie....I will hunt you down and kill you. I can attest to that... that Fae lady will give you the shirt off her back... but she'll use it to smother you if you cross her.. grin Hi all.. just popped in to poke around where SavageFaerie told me shes been spending time :) waves hello to my fae friend Cleo

SavageFaerie -> RE: Confessions (8/10/2006 1:43:42 PM)
quote: ORIGINAL: CleoVale quote: ORIGINAL: SavageFaerie I have to now confess: I am a sweet wonderful person 99.9% of the time...but...............never never piss off a 4'10" demure looking faerie....I will hunt you down and kill you. I can attest to that... that Fae lady will give you the shirt off her back... but she'll use it to smother you if you cross her.. grin Hi all.. just popped in to poke around where SavageFaerie told me shes been spending time :) waves hello to my fae friend Cleo This all my new friends....is my most bestest and beloved friend....We have a HUGE history and is one of the most nicest meanest Sadist Domme I have ever met....and her equal in standing Dom husband. We have literly been through hell and Gods blessings together. We are with one word.....FAMILY.

Tamerofwild1s -> RE: Confessions (8/10/2006 1:55:21 PM)
HOWDDYYYYYY Cleo . Savage has told me all sorts of bad things about you . lmao .... just kidding .. well . its a good day here at Camp Sadistic after all . I confees my Lawyer cares as hea gave me his home number in caser anything happens between now and and the end

impishlilhellcat -> RE: Confessions (8/10/2006 1:58:05 PM)
I wanna confess that I am so getting my ass beaten tonight and I'ma love ever minute of it. THe cane is coming out. :P

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