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CleoVale -> RE: Confessions (8/10/2006 1:58:56 PM)

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We are with one word.....FAMILY.
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*blows a smooch at you*  yes we are, many ties bind us  (no pun intended!)   :)




SavageFaerie -> RE: Confessions (8/10/2006 2:06:17 PM)

Note to self:  Teach my friend how to use this blasted site LOL
Now if I can get her sorta addicted life would be great, you should see her and I tag
teams...

*conjures up memories of our old irc days*  This could be scary rofl




Tamerofwild1s -> RE: Confessions (8/10/2006 2:06:33 PM)

I wanna confess I don't give a shit . hows that for a confession




LaMalinche -> RE: Confessions (8/10/2006 2:06:58 PM)

Okay, I have stayed away form this, but I think that I will confess.

I cannot speak worth a damn.

And before you all say, "What?" "You ranter, you insulter, you give meanings to the word phrase, what do you mean that you cannot speak?"

I did not say that I could not type, or that I could not think. I said that I cannot speak worth a damn.

I started speech therapy in kindergarten. You would think that it would have sunk in by know. But nope, it did not. I still have to think hard about forming words, and I still mumble when I can get away with it in order to hide the fact that I am not articulate.

I have had numerous relationships where I pissed off the other person because I did not answer fast enough, or clearly enough.

But really, I need a few seconds in order to give a reply. Otherwise it is gibberish.

Those of you that have spoken with me on the phone, can attest to this, I go back and re-speak sentences, just to get the words right.

Oh, and I am not that good at typing, I just know how to use the backspace key. . . it is a bit like talking.

One gets used to it.

Take care and be well.





SavageFaerie -> RE: Confessions (8/10/2006 2:14:18 PM)

LaM,  honestly, if you had not said that I would never have guessed, you do better than you realize....heck I repeat stuff I just told people

I can also understand, my grandson has this same problem speaking. It is something I have addressed here of late in the house actually.  Maybe we could talk about this, you being an adult and having gone though it.

let me know




CleoVale -> RE: Confessions (8/10/2006 3:07:01 PM)

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ORIGINAL: SavageFaerie

Note to self:  Teach my friend how to use this blasted site LOL
Now if I can get her sorta addicted life would be great, you should see her and I tag
teams...

*conjures up memories of our old irc days*  This could be scary rofl


how to use the site?  what the hello am I doing wrong? ;)  no getting addicted... one online addiction at a time, thanks, and while LJ gets a little old sometimes, Im still there almost every day! lol




missturbation -> RE: Confessions (8/10/2006 3:19:36 PM)

I wanna confess that i feel like i'm sinking. I don't know why i'm confessing either its never been my thing to share much (other than with my Sir and close friends of course). I'm just not coping and things are building up and i can't stop them. My ex came round today (uninvited), he told me his father had died on monday. I never knew his dad but of course i was sorry and said all the right things and genuinely felt for him. He thought that i didnt care though and he pushed me whilst screaming at me about how heartless i was. I fell and i hit my head on the wall - he ran and i ran after him. I told him if he ever came near me again id call the police. It wasnt until i was going upstairs that i noticed blood on the wall and found id cut my head. I showered to get the blood out of my hair and when i got out i looked in the mirror. I didnt know that person who looked back at me anymore! I have sparkle in my eyes that my Sir put there. Thats it though, nothing else i saw was me. There is so much in my head and i just dont know how long i can keep it together. I don't even know why im typing this.




mnottertail -> RE: Confessions (8/10/2006 3:25:13 PM)

You are not really sinking, as we age we just shrink, that's all.

Look, don't take it to heart or dwell on it, you just had a bad day..........you're in there; inside you.......

XO,
Ron
(I will pop your eyes out and skull fuck you...I mean, I am a man afterall and will try to do what I can to find a fix for the situation.......LOL) 




cuddleheart50 -> RE: Confessions (8/10/2006 4:23:15 PM)

I want to confess that there are soooo many things that I want to say to all of you(nice things..lol)...but I have a very hard time getting my feelings out...Ive had this problem all my life...words dont flow very easy for me like they do with most of you.  But I want to let you all know that I do care.  [:D]




MistressOfGa -> RE: Confessions (8/10/2006 4:27:10 PM)

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ORIGINAL: missturbation

I wanna confess that i feel like i'm sinking. I don't know why i'm confessing either its never been my thing to share much (other than with my Sir and close friends of course). I'm just not coping and things are building up and i can't stop them. My ex came round today (uninvited), he told me his father had died on monday. I never knew his dad but of course i was sorry and said all the right things and genuinely felt for him. He thought that i didnt care though and he pushed me whilst screaming at me about how heartless i was. I fell and i hit my head on the wall - he ran and i ran after him. I told him if he ever came near me again id call the police. It wasnt until i was going upstairs that i noticed blood on the wall and found id cut my head. I showered to get the blood out of my hair and when i got out i looked in the mirror. I didnt know that person who looked back at me anymore! I have sparkle in my eyes that my Sir put there. Thats it though, nothing else i saw was me. There is so much in my head and i just dont know how long i can keep it together. I don't even know why im typing this.

Miss,
That took a huge amount of courage to let us know how badly things are for you. I hope your head feels better, and if not, I hope you have the strength to take yourself to the E.R. as you may have a concussion. <Hugs>




Daddysredhead -> RE: Confessions (8/10/2006 4:54:59 PM)

I want to confess that I have such a problem with procrastination that it sinks me a lot.  I have to move out of the house I have been renting this past year and don't have much packed as of yet.  The task is so daunting to me that I get kind of overwhelmed and then avoid it altogether.  UGH...  thus, sinking my ship.  I only have until the end of this month and it will get done, even Master has told me to try to stop this cycle of waiting so the move is less stressful.  I also have adult ADHD which can make things hard at times to keep straight.  I am just worried that I won't get it all done in time and that I will disappoint myself again. 




cuddleheart50 -> RE: Confessions (8/10/2006 5:22:30 PM)

If you do a little everyday, it wont be so hard on you...just take 30 mins a day, and pack a few things...that might help.




Daddysredhead -> RE: Confessions (8/10/2006 5:26:49 PM)

Thank you, cuddles, I agree with you...  now if I can just take that first big step!  [:)]

Holds nose and gets ready to jump in after I get boxes tomorrow before I come home from work.

I think I can...  I know I can...  I will...  (my own little inspirational train)  [;)]




WayWardSoul -> RE: Confessions (8/10/2006 5:32:30 PM)

DRH, I think you should have your Daddy IM set you up a time table to get things done, then set a punishment up for if and when you don't meet it. You could have it set up by areas or rooms to pack or what needs done first.




Daddysredhead -> RE: Confessions (8/10/2006 5:45:00 PM)

Dearest WWS...

Thank you for this suggestion as well.  I have been thinking about this and was planning on asking Him if He could help me with something like you described.  I want so badly to finally move with purpose and organization.  Maybe this time will be the one so I can come back and tell all of you that I succeeded.  That would make me feel really good...  [:)] 

BTW...  I've missed chatting with you.  Hope you are well.




SavageFaerie -> RE: Confessions (8/10/2006 5:50:42 PM)

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how to use the site?  what the hello am I doing wrong? ;)  no getting addicted... one online addiction at a time, thanks, and while LJ gets a little old sometimes, Im still there almost every day! lol


Well dingleberries..poop....drats and all that good stuff...Okay I tried.

I know you have other things to do. *wink* subs to beat, evils to ponder..well you know the drill.




SavageFaerie -> RE: Confessions (8/10/2006 5:54:42 PM)

Misst, you know how to contact me if you need to talk right?
I have no bad fires burning at this time




shivvy -> RE: Confessions (8/10/2006 6:48:57 PM)

i wanna confess that it's 2.43am, friday morning here, and i just go up and i am really dieing for a cigarette - i haven't had one since tuesday morning...
 
and before anybody says well done, i wanna confess that i'm NOT trying to give up, just Master didn't give me any pocket money this week[:(]
 
can't wait till tomorrow[;)]




SavageFaerie -> RE: Confessions (8/10/2006 7:22:05 PM)

Poor shivvy


Would it help if I smoked one for you?.....I do for Butterfly.




MarksFantasyGirl -> RE: Confessions (8/10/2006 8:14:20 PM)

Shivvy, I just had about 5 of them within a half hour.... Fuck... I hate talking with my friends that smoke.. thay make me want to do it more... lol  when i smoke like a pack in a week, that is a lot for me.... Now, i wish i didn't... i can't freaking breathe....

I want to confess that i don't do dishes... my kitchen stinks... my dad is supossed to do them, but he hasn't been....




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