Devilslilsister
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i think i'm going to cry and i'm really trying not to, cos it wont help. But GOD DAMN First it was a massive flea infestation, then the pets had tapeworm.. along these lines i got some weird spots (that the nurse told me to take benedryl for) AND NOW my wee one has pinworms and I HAVE pinworms. And i'm gonna cry Her/our general doc doesnt know what to give me, my OB says to call them back tomorrow cos they dont know, and all the research i've done on the the net has given me ZERO medications i can take while i'm pregnant. i am ABSOLUTETLY disgusted. Completely, utterly digusted. Everything i touch - i'm like EW. I'm about to set up a routine of showering 3 times a day, and washing my hands about a million times a day and just randomly spraying everything i see with lysol. and that would all make me feel much better if i knew the suckers were out of our bodies. But they woooooooont be . On top of that no matter how much i make everything sterile - i still see myself spreading it everywhere i go. thats GROSS. Absolutetly fricking completely insanely GROSS. i dont get it. i've never had a flea infestation like this, my pets have never had tape worm, and no one i've ever known has had pinworms............ and now all of this in like 3 months AND being pregnant? What the hell is up with that? Is this Fate having a joke on me? i hate bugs, i absolutetly fricken hate bugs..... and i am being over run by them. On top of that i think i have a cold. I am so not feeling well enough to deal with this. And there is like no solution to it either. i read some where that you just have to wait the pinworms out while pregnant. Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm......... should i start bawling now? creepy, disgusting bugs in me till june? Can some one, anyone pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee help me find something i can do that will kill the little fuckers so i can THEN go about sterlizing everything around me?
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My ability to cope with BS is at an all time low - me i may look like i'm doing nothing, but i'm very busy at a cellular level
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