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curiouslyseeking -> RE: worship.. what's your definition? (3/27/2007 4:23:54 PM)
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ORIGINAL: sunfleur
i've been a r/l sub for about 8 years, but still consider myself a bit of a novice in certain areas. recently i was requested to 'worship the cock'. i know in my mind what i think that entails, but i'm seeking what others think.. your thoughts?
I've done a lot of introspective thinking and writing on cock worship. Here is just a Reader's Digest version of such thoughts..I could write pages upon pages about this subject..
Sharing my thoughts with you on “Cock Worship”
I can honestly say, I so want to worship my Master’s cock.
Worship used to be a very hard word for me to use because of my religious background. I almost found it sacrilegious at first, but I had to have some understanding of what was going on with the love I had found in the power of my One’s cock.
The definition of worship is… The reverent love and devotion accorded a deity, an idol, or a sacred object. The ceremonies or other forms by which this love is expressed. Ardent devotion; adoration.
I have always been one that loved to suck cock, but there is a huge difference in sucking and worshipping. I don’t think people sometimes realize the difference; however I have discovered this glorious ceremony.
I’ve always thought the cock was a beautiful thing. I’ve always enjoyed the sight of them, the feel of them, the temperature of them. So, perhaps always a small obsession. I love to see a cock stroked, played with. I love the sound of masturbation.
I believe the reason I’ve always enjoyed sucking cock is because it pleased the other person very much. Even though I’ve been labeled as bratty and spoiled in the past, I’ve always love to give sexually. This was part of my giving nature, my hidden submissive nature.
There is a huge difference of what I’ve done in the past versus the worship I do now with my One’s beautiful prick. I don’t know exactly when this idolatry actually began to occur, but I know as my submission needs grew deeper, so did my worship. I can't even honestly say it’s something that has been forwarded to me or planted mentally. It’s just an act that is so natural to me.
Probably, when I first noticed that I was truly in the act of worship was realizing I lose all sense of time sucking . I lose all sense of self or any pleasure for myself. You would literally have to pull, push or bring me away from my Master’s cock, otherwise, I wouldn’t leave it.
Hours can and will pass and I am still seeking more ways to suck, lick, probe. There’s not a sense of let me suck for awhile and then go on to another sexual act. I’m deeply engrossed in the privilege of having my One’s cock.
So very much of worship is rooted (excuse the pun) in the mind. Attitude counts as much here, perhaps even more, as technique. I use my imagination to see myself giving satisfaction, giving devotion. Allowing myself to surrender to the beauty, the power, the manliness of my One’s cock. I know it to possess life-giving seed, be all joy-inducing, and divine.
I am filled with a craving, a silent chant of praise, adoration, and desire of Master’s cock.
Embrace the act as giving, sharing, beneficial, even, if you will, holy, sacred, divine. Such worshipping attitude is so much more than any technique. It’s my belief worship can't be taught, it’s to be experienced.
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