MagiksSlave
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ORIGINAL: bottomwildchild well, i do appericate everyone's feed back. the reason i opted not to ask my Master this, is because well let's be honest here, i am jealous. bottom line i guess. i do not ask for things, i am given them, and i am happy with that. but, i guess i am amazed at how he treats her. the other slaves, and subs i have been around, have been always more i guess, quiet in a sense, seen not heard. more disciplined maybe. i don't want Master to think for a minute that i do not love Him, or that i desire what someone else has. i do worry, that if i did ask Master for things, yes rejection, but He may think that i am not happy with what i do have. and in some sense it is more than just new appliances, she doesn't wear a normal collar (at least to me) she wears a choker chain from Tiffany's, i guess it's her whole being, she really is a stunning woman, and seems to be extremely thoughtful to Him, and loving, but it was like a zoo..lol.. but is it right that i am in some aspects jealous of her and her life with Him, and is this normal to feel when loaned out to another? there are some things that i don't feel comfortable talking to Master about, and He knows and respects this, and i do feel more comfortable talking to complete strangers that are in the lifestyle, than i would be talking to neighbor..lol... Im just thinking if you where so happy with how things where with you and your Master then why would you possably be jelouse of the other girl. A big part of jelousy is when someone has something you want and dont have, but you have your Master and your relationship so unless you are unhappy with your relationship even in some real small way that you may not want to admit you wouldnt be so jelouse that you had to come here about it. Thats my opinion anyway. Magik's slave
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