YoungBlondeSlave
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Okay, this seems like sort of a stupid question but i'm going to ask it anyway because i'm dying to know. Why is it that so many Masters try to convince slaves to be poly? i've been approached a number of times about joining a poly household. i've told them (politely) no. Then they start trying to convince me that i should join their poly family and everything would be peachy-keen. Or, that i'm missing out or some other garbage like that. i've told them plain and simple, i've been involved in poly before and the situation was not good...more like Clash of the Titans but, still... One even said: "you have had many relationships with men that didn't work and you tried again." Which to me is like comparing apples and oranges. i mean, i like men. No, nix that, i *LOVE* men. But, i dislike poly. A lot. i mean, i have nothing against you if you can make it work. But, for me, it's a total confidence killer and, basically hurts my feelings because it's like screaming at me, or putting a big neon sign over my head that says "Monumental Failure!!!" and that i'm not good enough and there is a constant reminder there, every day with the other person present to fulfill whatever else he needs that i guess he feels i'm unable to do. The past situations of poly basically destroyed any hope of me ever having one...most recently i almost decked the other girl (i walked off and screamed to let off steam). i don't handle manipulation or insults well. i understand that it's a Master's prerogative to have more than one slave, i have no problem with that...just don't try and force the issue. But why does it seem as if so many are trying to do just that? i'm thinking it's a "just 'cause i can" sort of attitude or is there more to it than that? Hell, i've talked to "Masters" who, when i asked them how many slaves would be ideal for them they have really stated "as many as possible." Isn't there a limit? i guess i just need a little insight on this because it's got me totally stumped. Anyway, i feel as if i've rambled a bit so if you need any clarification i'll do my best. Thank you in advance for all of your help.
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