Toppingfrmbottom
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estah, yeah, I know the signs, and I tell people , and maybe because it's my bf, but I don't loose control on strangers, mostly because they don't do stupid shit to me, and also because I stay home a lot and have no real outside interaction. you also kind of forget about not loosing your cool since they're so close to the surface, and you forget sometimes you have to be rational even with them. I think we'll be better once we can get into therapy, I have intensive out patient, and I can always ask him to leave now if he's being a doofus and following me after I told him I am walking away. quote:
ORIGINAL: estah Topping, You are not the only person who deals with anger management problems, I have the same issue. I had to learn the signs of when I was lossing control and how to deal with it. With those who know me, they have learnt some of the signs, but with my children I have a sentence I use. Now most of the time they leave me in peace and play quietly together, but they are children and do not always leave. It is not their responsibility it is mine. There is also strangers who do not know I have this problem, so if I lose control the only person responsable is myself. I know when I am lossing control and remove myself from the situation before it esculates. This has resulting in me having people pull a car over at the safest possible place and walking home or finding an alternative method, I have walked out of a session with my then Owner, he was angry when I came back but we discussed it and he was understanding. Noone is responsible for your actions but you. You know you have this problem, it is up to you to learn the signs of when you are lossing control and to remove yourself before it is too late. The law is not going to see your partner/friend/etc as being responsible for pushing you too far, they will see a legal adult who has no control of herself. If the relationship is bad for you, then take a break. Take the time you need to learn the signs that you can use to identify your loss of control. Take time for you. Noone, noone but yourself can do this. I never attended anger management courses or had help learning this, I think it is great you are getting support because it sure is a hard thing to do alone. Again, you want to make changes, then decide to do them, but like other things they do not happen over night and are not easy. verity
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