needlesandpins
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I admit I'm glad to hear about ET's Mum too. I admit I am also glad to see Shifty, and MrP back, give both a wave I admit I have had some good news this week that has eased my mind a little, and I hope it stays that way. I admit I have had no news on something else, and I hope that is a good thing. I admit that I used to dread Valentine's day as it showed that I had someone that not only couldn't make an effort on any given day in the year just because, but also couldn't even be bothered to make an effort for me on this day either. I admit that my ex playmate would do things 'just because' that could have been classed as the most romantic things I've ever had done for me, but having been told 'nothing I do has the intention of romance behind it', well the thought alone was nice enough. Valentine's was always an anti thing between us if it was acknowledged at all. I admit that being a single woman, with no man in my life at all is so much nicer. There is no-one to disappoint me, no-one to make me feel inadequate, no-one to make me feel unworthy, and no-one to make me feel that I am not enough. Being truly single means that I can finally breath, and I'll be my own Valentine just because I really am fucking worth it! I admit that I encourage everyone else to see it the same way. It's great if you have the special someone else, but if not then you are your own special someone. Love yourself first! needles
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I deserved better. Not than you, but from you.
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