needlesandpins
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I admit......RemoteUser i have been in a similar situation, and it is not a good place at all. i forgive once, and then i'm done after that. they don't get my forgiveness a second time because they don't deserve it. i have an ability to just drop anything i ever thought about that person once they betray me a second time. i'm grateful for that. i admit that i has wondered whether my body may betray me over certain scents, and other things, but i am exceptionally pleased that when a particular scent cropped up that my body stayed true to me. It seems that when my head decides that something is finished in my life, the rest of me decides the same i admit that my house has been playing tricks on me just lately with certain scents. there have been perfumes that i don't recognise. it's not an unusual thing around me, but the house really seems to have upped the pace at the moment. along with a babies sock that appeared a couple of months ago it's all a little strange. i admit that i made strawberry jam yesterday. it's the first time i've made jam for some years now, but it felt really good to have finally made some again. I've had it with toast this morning i admit that i am exhausted, and it's my neighbours fault. i dislike them with a passion. needles
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