TeeGO
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Joined: 12/11/2005 Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: SDFemDom4cuck It truly is a must for Me. I wouldn't consider a sub/cuck if it was a definitive hard limit seeing how it is truly the basis of cuckold humiliation. I prefer to explain it this way. It is not in anyway indicative of their sexuality or being "gay". It is far more a matter of their being willing, even eager, to do what pleases Me without regard or thought to their own pleasure or preferences. Having My cuck prep My lovers pleases Me a great deal therefore if they aren't going to do it they're of very little use to Me in the bedroom. I can truly appreciate and respect your choice. It's what you like and what you want, and ultimately what you will get. I am open minded and have no problem with anyone concerning any orientation. But as for me, I'm going to call it how I feel it is. To engage in any homosexual activity makes a person a homosexual. I am not a homosexual, nor do I want to be one. Forcing Bi on me would make me one in my mind. The truth is, in subspace, there is no question in my mind that a Domme I am closely connected with could take me there. But when I come back up and re-enter the real world what would be my mindset? There have been men that have been forced through something like this that have ended up killing themselves. I could possibly see that happening with me, or worse, or not at all. I've never lost my mind, so obviously I don't know how I would react. Could I even come out of this in a murderous rage? I’d certainly like to think not but anything is possible when destroying a persons mind. Breaking a person’s "hard limit" is not something to be done lightly. This is an issue I’ve been dealing with on a personal level. The Domme I have been serving is a switch that is really more sub than Dom. She is seeking a Dom, and in that search she has run into Dom’s that love the cuckold thing. So I’ve been in this discussion with her. She knows how I feel and respects that. In fact a Dom she spent this past weekend with in some training had tried to convince her to set me up for a 3-way type thing. He told her "we could get him to do it." She said "yes, but I don’t think it would be healthy for him to do this." She is right. I have no issues with that Dom. We get along fine really and I understand where he’s coming from. It’s just not for me. I am a bit frustrated by this whole idea right now. It seems to me that bi-sexuality is a bigger part of the BDSM lifestyle than I thought. It’s a place I cannot go. It does have me questioning myself as a submissive though.
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