MadameMarque
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ORIGINAL: jujubeeMB Ok. So this is an extremely important issue to me and one that I've been avoiding/struggling with/failing directly at since I discovered I was deeply submissive. I have read many, many articles and listened to many Dan Savage podcasts and I cannot figure out how to solve it. I can't believe I haven't thought to ask all of you before, but now I have so here goes: I am a feminist. What I mean by feminism isn't hugely important, except that I am the kind of feminist who is mad when men are misogynistic (outside of consensual BDSM contexts) and wants vanilla couples to go down on each other a roughly equal amount :) I have two moms who have always been my version of the ideal couple: completely equal, no gender roles, both talented at different things but sharing in most responsibilities. Feminism and powerful women have been an important part of my life for as long as I can remember. What I really want to do is figure out how to reconcile (truly reconcile - not abandon) all of that with my desire to submit to a man and serve him, frequently in degrading, objectifying ways. So really truly seriously, does anyone know how to do that? Any feminists in the house? jujubee, I would urge you to contemplate and discover what you do mean by feminism, as I suggest it really is hugely important to the issue you raise. You have to know what your values are, before you can contemplate whether what you're doing acts in accord with them. I would suggest that for a woman to define her own sexuality, and pursue it without shame, and revel in her pleasure, is the height of feminism. The fact that being submissive to a male happens to work for you, and you choose for yourself to do what you want, though it flies in the face of what you're told a feminist is "supposed to do," makes it all the more so! You know how you can tell who's got the power in any given situation? and you may quote me on this - you can tell by who it is, who is allowed to desire. Notice that one way to gage the degree of oppression upon females, in any culture, is to see how oppressed they are sexually, how they are deprived of any of the joy of sex and sexual choices. When you say, quote:
I am the kind of feminist who is mad when men are misogynistic (outside of consensual BDSM contexts) and wants vanilla couples to go down on each other a roughly equal amount :) - a man being dominant or sadistic in a consensual D/s or BDSM dynamic, hopefully is not misogynistic (showing hatred for females), would you agree? I'm not sure, therefore, how you're using it. Are you talking about "playing" misogynist, in the same sense as people doing consensual race play? Or do you use the word like many of us use the word, "abuse," as what I call "love talk," when we're actually talking about something consensual and hard or rough? If you mean that when the dominant does all those interesting, awful things to you ( ), you're into a scene where he's doing them to you because you're female, but in reality, he's not mysogynistic, then it really seems to me to be like race play, in that it's hot because it's so sick and wrong and intimate and intense ! but you both know that in reality, the two of you don't believe in the sexism, just as in consensual race play, (at least normally) the partners don't really ascribe to the racism and persecution they're acting out. If this is the sort of scene you're talking about, it can be a delicate thing to reconcile within yourselves, both you and your partner(s), because so many have a knee-jerk reaction to it. But personally, I would encourage you not to be limited or ruled by other people's should's, but by your own feelings of whether it strengthens you, pleases you, frees you, or whether it leaves a lingering bad feeling. "It's my life and I'll do what I want do what I want, do what I like! It's my life!" - from It's My Life, by Wendy O'Williams, theme song to Reform School Girls
< Message edited by MadameMarque -- 7/4/2010 6:24:32 AM >
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