mixielicous
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ORIGINAL: skalover After the initial trauma & shock had subsided that such a thing could happen in the 20th century, frustration & anger swelled thus increasing resistance that somehow makes the break sharper. The breaking involved Words, Pain & Tortures, its effectively a brainwash that if so complete everything that was before can be wiped out. These things wear the mind & body down, also sleep depravation whether self induced or forced adds to the weight of the breaking through tiredness. Eventually with the increasing tortures & whipping I could see no respite in my trying to control my own mind & body. Logic showed there was no way out & this was how life was going to be, initially the only escape was sleep as & when that came. In an endurance whipping session over 3 days I mentally quit as I would do anything for a respite or sleep escapism. seems extreme, even for people who do support *breaking* but then again, it abviously does obtain desired effect. anything i would hope for, or hope to see, would never be multi day, and involve anything more than physical. i think if a state of humbleness and awareness of your position is required through breaking, it should not include "mental quitting" maybe this was a Gorean slave? i know not too much about them, except it appears more *hard core* than typical M/s
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