HisPet21
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No, I think paranoia is broken. Then again, I think people can actually take time to get to know each other, rather than do a quick background check and turn up at a hotel wearing an overcoat with a suspender belt, stockings and heels underneath. No one has said, NOT ONCE, that a background check is the be all end all, or that a clean background check guarantees a good lay. A background check, as tj444 said, is just one of many tools---including your gut instincts---for determining if its safe to meet up with someone. This doesn't demonstrate paranoia; it demonstrate's an intense respect for your own safety. When it comes to the risks associated with meeting an internet date (rape, murder, a debilitating std) you can never be too careful. No one's looking through public records to see if its safe to sell girl scout cookies to some guy, but to see if its okay to go ahead and meet up with him. You know what? Maybe it is paranoia. But in this case, I'd say paranoia is a good thing. This, I think, is especially true if you're meeting someone online for the first time. Its extremely easy to fool someone on line---you can send fake pics, fake documentation, portray a fake personality, pretend to adhere to fake morals. When you meet someone in person, its much harder to fake that stuff, especially since we, as human beings, can pick up on the dishonesty in each others non-verbal cues and actions. Not so online. To the OP, I think a lot of people here are being way too harsh. As semisweet said, if writing an ANONYMOUS letter on an obscure forum online (not exactly "smearing" in my humble opinion) makes you feel better, go for it. This man did a horrible, evil thing, to both you and his wife. He treated you like an object, had unsafe sex without your consent, and will probably continue to do this to other women. But there are plenty of evil, self-centered assholes out there and one way or another we have to keep ourselves prepared for that. We all make stupid mistakes sometimes, but it is important that we learn from them. Do whatever you need to to recover from this (go get checked for std's, see a therapist perhaps, take some time away from CM) and move forward. Next time, do a background check before you meet up with someone, go on several vanilla dates, wait several months before agreeing to have sex, and TRUST YOUR GUT. If you accidentally turn down a good guy, no biggie. He may feel bad, you may miss out, but you won't die. Can't say the same for meeting with someone you don't trust who just happens to be a serial rapist. This isn't 100% your fault. Technically, he did the abusing. But since your the one who has to deal with the negative consequences, perhaps it is best to think of it as your 100% responsibility to make sure a guy is safe.
< Message edited by HisPet21 -- 7/23/2011 5:35:09 PM >
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