slavegirljoy
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Joined: 11/6/2006 From: North Carolina, USA Status: offline
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For me, i think it really depends on what type of evidence would be enough to satisfy this need in you. For my Master, it's enough for Him to be able to leave me alone for whatever length of time and know that i am still here for Him, doing what i am supposed to be doing for Him and ready for whatever He decides He wants me to do, at any time, even without my being chained and locked or otherwise "forced" to stay and serve. It's sort of like this (a twist on an old poem): "If you own something, set it free. If it doesn't return to you, you never really owned it, anyway." The actual line from the poem, by Alison Willcocks is, "If you love something, set it free. If it comes back to you, it's yours. If it doesn't, it never was." For my Master and me, every day is a test of my commitment to Him, to be His and only His to do with as He pleases, as well as of His commitment to me, to own me and control me to a degree that is only possible between a Master and a slave. i also believe fully in the concept and practice of "Internal Enslavement", which is a process that takes time, but is extremely effective in creating an environment that makes me bound to my Master more securely than any cage or chain could. By creating an environment that requires and allows me to safely open up and expose myself to Him completely, without holding anything back from Him, not a thought, even negative ones, not a feeling or emotion, He has established ownership of me, inside and out. i no longer have any ownership of myself. Not even of my own my private thoughts. This makes me very vulnerable to Him, and makes me, not a prisoner to Him, but rather, a devoted servant to Him, completely divested of any personal freedom or rights of my own, not because that is what i want, but because that is the overwhelming need i have inside me and He is the only one who can fulfill that need in me. This, in turn, makes me deeply devoted to Him and unquestionably obedient to Him. And, it isn't something that mere words, or a piece of paper, or any form of body art, can show proof of. It is the day-to-day, unwavering, persistent, and uncompromising servitude that i render to my Master, that shows Him that i am His slave. To me, if you need external, physical forms of restraint or control to own someone, then you don't really own them. You merely have temporary possession of them and temporary use of them. Knowing that you have control of another and full use of them, without the external and visible means of control is, to me, far more powerful and meaningful and lasting. Just this slave's perspective. slave joyOwned property of Master David "Commitment transforms a promise into a reality." quote:
ORIGINAL: TallDarkAndWitty I am sure, for many people, just knowing that they could and would do the unpleasant things (they just don't want to) is enough for them to feel like Master and slave. It just isn't enough for me. I need evidence. I need proof. Thoughts? Taggard
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