DavidsGem
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Joined: 7/21/2007 Status: offline
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Brightest Blessings We have been together almost 9 years and I have only had a "safe word" once. In the middle of a public whipping scene he suddenly stopped and said your safe word is "superkalafradlisticexbaladosous"" (spelling cause I can't say it let alone spell it LMAO), and I had to say it exactly for him to stop, it messed me up so badly, first because I couldn't say it, and second because if a Man who does not believe in safe words is giving you a safe word what the heck is he possible going to do to you LOL. Before that I often bragged that mind fucks did nothing for me, oh how I was humbled LOLOL he messed me up bad that day. Other than that occasion I came into this relationship knowing that there would be no "escape" until he relased me from the scene, so I have never had a safeword. As to the rape scenerio, well I scream no and it keeps going, I scream no a lot in scene I am not a pain puppy, pain friggin hurts LOL, however I am a fear junkie so being scared gets me off. I am not allowed to control the scene or stop it, that is for him to decide with all information, I am allowed to say hey something does not feel right and he will make the decision, sometimes he stops, sometimes he doesn't. Even when we were a new relationship I trusted him to know what he was doing and to be able to read my responses. Blessed Be Gem
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Fear Fuil Iobair- (Man's Blood Sacrifice) "If I had a choice I would not serve with love, for she is a hard cruel mistress, much harsher than I can take most days”-Gem2007
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