Rochsub2009
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I've always found cuckolding to be one of the most fascinating areas of BDSM from a psychological standpoint. Cuckolding is a violation of traditional concepts of monogamy. Moreover, men have typically been more apt to violate the contract of monogamy and "cheat" on their wives/girlfriends. But a cuckolding situation completely flips the script. It elevates the female as the party who exercises her sexuality outside of the primary relationship. I find this concept to be fascinating on many levels. Early in my BDSM experience, I was vehemently opposed to cuckolding. Like so many others, I had grown up with standard puritanical views of monogamy. So "cheating" in any form was a taboo concept to me. But one of my earliest Dommes changed my perspective on that by forcing cuckolding upon me. We were in a monogamous D/s relationship, when She decided that She wanted to have a girlfriend. So without my permission, She introduced a female lover into O/our relationship. She had sex with Her girlfriend as often as She had sex with me. And I had no say in the matter. But because Her outside lover was a woman, it wasn't so hard for me to accept. Eventually, She expanded Her sexual freedom by having sex with another man. While I was able to rationalize away Her sex with another woman, the knowledge that She had slept with another man hit me like a punch in the stomach. I was devastated. But She informed me that as part of O/our relationship, She desired to maintain Her sexual freedom. She also told me that She expected me to remain totally monogamous, and exclusively dedicated to Her. I was hurt, but I really loved Her, and I wanted to stay with Her. I also wanted to please Her. So I accepted Her conditions. Interestingly, I found that my new situation created a strange new flood of emotions in me. I felt betrayed and humiliated. But I also felt aroused. Her newly declared sexual freedom, and my acceptance of it made me feel more submitted than I had ever felt before. I stopped seeing it as "cheating", and grew to accept that as the dominant partner, she had the right to maintain her sexual freedom. I also started realizing that accepting it constituted a greater form of service and submission on my part. LadyPact once described it in a way that I really liked, so I'm going to quote her here. She said "Personally, I don't consider a cuck dynamic the same thing as cheating. It's a specific type of power imbalance in the dynamic where the Domme has complete control of her sexuality, including the fact that fidelity is not a requirement on her part. It boils down to her having the power to decide if she will take on additional partners or not." So my questions are as follows: -Has anyone else learned to accept (or even desire) being cuckolded when you were initially opposed to the idea? If so, would you care to share your experience? -Guys: How did/does being cuckolded make you feel? -Women: How does cuckolding your partner make you feel? -Both men and women: What aspects of cuckolding appeal to you? The humiliation? The sexual freedom? The taboo nature of it? Or something else? So if anyone is interested, lets talk about cuckolding.
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