UllrsIshtar
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ORIGINAL: LaTigresse Okay, so I am to understand that because a group of strangers not actually IN your relationship, feel the way you manage your relationship, is wrong, juvenile, wankers, and fantasy players basing their dynamic on porn.....you are actually offended? The definition of "offended" being "resentful or annoyed as a result of a perceived insult", yes you can bet your ass that I get annoyed when I perceive that people are insulting me. About as offended as the average gay person would be if a nut-job religious freak told them that the very fact that gay people exist is an insult to their lifestyle. As in, it doesn't impact me or my life, I'm certainly not laying awake at night over it, or changing my life to better accommodate those that disagree with my existence, but I'm going to be annoyed at their statements. quote:
I actually thought you were a stronger, more self aware woman. Thanks, even if this thread may have changed your opinion on that, I'll still take that as a compliment coming from you. quote:
As for the topic.......from MY perspective. If I punish a slave/dog/employee/whatever, that I am responsible for.....for doing things they should not be doing....and they continue doing those things.......then it is ME that is the failure. If a slave of mine, is consistently not behaving in the way I have instructed her to behave, then she is not MY SLAVE. She is not submitting to me. If she thinks that misbehaving aka manipulating me, is the way to get herself wet, then she will ultimately find herself out on the curb, likely whining about how badly she has been treated. I totally agree with that. If a punishment isn't a deterrent, it's not a punishment at all. If a punishment provokes repeat behavior, in order to be punished again, it's not a punishment at all. If a punishment is deliberately provoked as a goal to get wet, it's not a punishment at all. I'm not sure if at this point you believe that's going on with me, but if it is, you'd be wrong. Yes, I get absolutely fucking horny and dripping wet from being punished. In fact, the more a punishment is a deterrent and will have me seek to NOT have it repeated, the more I'll get wet from it. I don't want this to happen, because in the moment, all I want is for the punishment to end. It doesn't matter if I'm being ignored, beaten, made to write lines, or whatever, the result will be the same: I'll get horny. It does matter how much I dislike the punishment, because the more I dislike it, the hornier I'll get. My body responds to the mental aspect of being punished, not the physical act, and in that way basically "betrays" me in the same way that happens when rape-victems get wet or orgasm during a rape. I don't think anybody would claim that a rape-victem orgasming from rape actually enjoyed the rape, or will seek it out again deliberately; so I'm not sure why people seem to assume that I will with punishment just because I basically have the same reaction to it. quote:
Submit and obey. I refuse to asign different meanings to those words just because someone playing slave, wants to get hot and wet. To me, they are simply a bottom and certainly not submitting or serving......except to their own desires. I totally agree with that as well. A slave's only choice is to submit and obey. It's also why I've for a long time now stayed absolutely clear from the label slave. I'm not a slave, nor do I claim to be one. I don't even claim to be a submissive, because I don't believe I fit the common BDSM way of seeing submissives; because I do not submit or obey unless I see it as a way to get what I want out of a dynamic. My obedience is strictly self-centered and egoistically based. I'm not even sure if the bottom label fits me, because I don't set any limits at all to what my husband can demand from me. I just also don't give him my word or guarantee that he'll actually get it by virtue of demanding it. So I have no clue what I am in terms of BDSM labels. Except that I'm most definitely none of the above. And I don't really fucking about it either.
< Message edited by UllrsIshtar -- 7/30/2012 12:55:49 PM >
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I can be your whore I am the dirt you created I am your sinner And your whore But let me tell you something baby You love me for everything you hate me for
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