mixielicous
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Joined: 4/6/2006 From: Boston area, Massachusetts Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: mixielicous i found it hard because i was moving 90 minutes away, leaving campus AND entering a city. Although i am now closer to my hometown, the transition, yea pretty much wiped out my hobbies, well that along with the winter [i am a gardener] i have been starting to get back into the swing of things, but unless its gardening, a lot of the time i am forcing myself to give space to Him. i dont know why, but like i stated in the other thread, my dependance on Him is no secret, but its something we are def working on. I can understand this, you moved to Him and it takes time to get into the swing of a new place etc. From what you have said you don't appear to have given up 'you' as you recognise the dependance and are working on it. ita actually a great battle for me because at a very young age my mother taught me about codependance, because well the fruit doesnt fall far from the tree. its actually something i find shameful but i am not going to deny or hide my emotions or who i am to appear a little more stable. but a lot of girls view it simply as pure devotion .. i can agree to a point but it is def also at the same time unhealthy, you know it is by the amount of sadness you say "this isnt normal" at least i do.
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