CreativeDominant
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ORIGINAL: missturbation After reading a thread in ask a sub / slave about filling time when your Dom / Domme is unavailable i am feeling a little baffled !! Ok, so yes it's normal / natural to miss your partner when they are not around, but having to search for ways to fill your time / distract you from their absence just seems somehow wrong. What happened to the things you used to do before you hooked up / moved in with your partner? Did they get given up completely? Were you just killing time with hobbies until you found 'the one'? Does your life get taken over so completely in your servitude / dominance that you forget how to be just you and do the things you enjoy doing solitarily? Sorry i know it's a bit of a rant but it annoys me, i'm in a relationship and yes i miss my 'family' when they aren't around but i'm still me and quite happy to do the things i enjoy in their absence. I haven't given up 'me' and become just an 'us' and really struggle to understand anyone that does. Interesting post. As someone else noted, it doesn't seem all that unusual to me to find that a submissive might become devoted to her dominant enough to miss him/her when they are apart and feel just a bit lost, if even just for a bit. The "immediate" presence isn't there. Yes, they are submissive to him and yes, all the rules and suggestions and everything else is in place but the immediacy is gone. But...carry it too far and you have an overly needy submissive. Of course, at a different level you could also end up with an overly needy dominant but that does not seem to be the topic here. Submission and dominance are tricky areas. There've been threads that have stated that you can be dominant and that you can be submissive without being in a relationship. If you know that your submission does not mesh well to another's dominance and that the main thing causing a problem is an insistence upon on more "us" time and less concentration on "me" time, then perhaps your submission is that which can be satisfied serving others and/or engaging in play or casual entanglements. Personally, I like an intelligent submissive who has her own work and hobbies and yet wants to submit to MY dominance and has a healthy attitude towards other dominants and submissives that she comes to know and respect. Since what I want is an eventual LTR with my submissive which includes a romantic aspect, then she and I will have to negotiate those lines. I have my hobbies...hot rods and motorcycles and making BDSM toys and reading and writing, etc.. I know I will need time for those. I would expect that she will have things in her life that were in place before we met. I also expect to be able to tell her to set them aside and, unless it is vitally important, that will be done because she has learned by then the respect I have for "her" life. I expect her to look to me for strength and guidance and yet, be a person who doesn't need to call me to ask if she should put the toilet paper roll on with the paper up and over today or hanging down. So much more...but I hope that my answer, while adding another way of looking at the complexity of the situation, addresses most of what you've stated, missturbation.
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