laurell3
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ORIGINAL: southernhart When You obtained Your first sub.slave and You were being dominant for the very first time in person. what were You feeling? What was going through Your head? Were You a little nervous or scared or did it just come naturally? i am asking because when i was with my Master for the first time. It was the most natural thing in the world and although i expected when it happened one day in real life that i would be scared, i wasn't. All i felt was my submission, his power and my love for him and his love for me. For me, the first time topping someone isn't as exciting as it seems it would be. Not knowing their true limits and responses, other than what is said in conversation (which doesn't always equate to reality), means you spend alot of time concentrating, watching, asking and for me, worrying. That's not to say one doesn't do those things normally, however, the first time is a total unknown in many ways. I came to topping from about a decade of subbing and was suprised to find it ain't all that easy, in fact, in many ways, submitting for me, is much easier even when I'm being pushed. This is a great question by the way. I think it says alot of you as someone new that you are looking at the other side of the coin and their perspective. good luck!
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