BitaTruble
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Joined: 1/12/2006 From: Texas Status: offline
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You're probably going to get a different answer from every submissive/slave who responds, but here's mine. First, to get there takes a whole lot of pain for me. And not just any kind of pain. I need the baby steps first building up to intense and overwhelming. When it gets to that threshold where I can't take anymore, it's either die or fly time. Then, my body does it's shut down and refuses to acknowledge the hurt anymore and it's just a 'thing' at that point and it's all about my head. My endorphins are on over-drive pumping so hard and fast, that I am, virtually, beyond all feeling. While I'm still completely aware of everything around me, the pain is just... gone and I'm flying. Also, it's not 'just' the pain either... there also needs to be a catalyst that pushes me over that edge when I'm at the threshold. A hair pull works great for me, but also some whispered word from Himself will do it as well. That permission to let go. Of course, anytime I fly, I also have to deal with the crash and burn afterwards and that's where the aftercare comes in. I may get hysterical with laughter or tears.. or both as the endorphins drop and my body sorta goes.. what the fuck did you just do to me? lol The nicest thing about it is that Himself loves to take me there and then keep me there as long as possible. He likes me to crash and burn and know that's he's caused that reaction and he loves the fact that I'm usually so sore from the pain that for several days afterwards, the lightest touches are delightful reminders of the flight. So, let me, quickly, explain what I mean by flight now. lol I relate it to having an out of body experience. It's like you are watching everything that's going on, you know it's you there, but since you can't feel any of the physical happenings, it's .. hmm.. almost like being a voyeur of your own scene. You're not in control of it, but it's damn fun to watch anyway. :) None of this probably makes any sense because it's sort of one of those things where you have to experience it for yourself to really get it.. and even then, it's so vastly different for everyone that no two are ever going to describe it in the same way or achieve it in the same way. I do highly recommend it, however. For me, I can truthfully say... it's better than sex and I love sex! :) Celeste
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"Oh, so it's just like Rock, paper, scissors." He laughed. "You are the wisest woman I know."
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