LafayetteLady
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Joined: 5/2/2007 From: Northern New Jersey Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: TheOneYouDesire2 i entered this relationship with a married Dom knowing full well what i was getting into. knew that i would only see Him as He travels for work, 2 days every 2-3 weeks. i am still in training and am not collared yet... He craves for me to call Him Master but does not push, He is understanding, sensual and a very caring Dom. my problem is how to deal with the time apart, how do i deal with all the holidays without Him, how do i deal with the times He cannot contact me. Although He writes me at least once a day, sometimes it's just not enough. i truly care for Him and want to be a devoted slave to Him one day. i cannot complain as you all know, even in my journal i fear writing exactly how i feel. W/we have talked about my feelings, about holidays and He listens. The problem is there is no solution, i don't want to be released from Him, i don't want to be a problem.. yet i would like to find a solution to my problem... Any suggestions? You went into it with open eyes knowing full well what the situation was going to be. There really isn't a "solution" to your problem. Given your situation, you aren't going to get more time, spend holidays, talk on the phone for hours. But again, it isn't something that is suddenly popping up as a shock you didn't know would happen. What does seem to be happening is that you didn't realize these things would bother you as much as they do. You know what the "solution" is but at this time, that isn't what you want to do. When it starts to bother you enough, you will do that.
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