ginawithaB
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ORIGINAL: MasterLark gina, This is a new wrinkle for me, and so I have been fascinated with the notion that a number of black female slaves get hot when racially based verbal humiliation happens as part of play. This isn't hot for you, except as you please your Master. Do you (or anyone else) know if it seems to be more common than not that black female subs/slaves get hot with being called nigger and such in this context? Why is it so arousing? Hello MasterLark, Honestly, I don't have an answer based upon any fact. But, I can hazard a guess. And this is only based upon me and my feelings. So, I'll answer in the first person. As to the first question- I truly have no idea how common it is that black femsubs actually enjoy racial humiliation. I suspect that many more than are willing to admit are probably at least curious about it. I say this because for me only, I identify as slave... and I am compelled to consider the obvious connotations of this designation vis-a-vis the history of slavery in this nation. As I consider my own servitude to my current Master (who has not as yet introduced racial play and i don't know if He will - I have played racially in the past with another Dom), I can't ignore the fact that He is white, that He is Master over me, that i submit willingly to Him and that that's how we both like it. So, if He were to tell me that He wanted to engage in racial play, i would do it only because He wants it...of course, we would discuss my trepidation...but if He still wanted it, it would not be a hard limit for me. I would do it for Him. And it would excite me only because i would be doing what He wants, what He enjoys... But as for why it turns some other subs/slaves on, I haven't got a clue. I mean, I could talk analytically about what's sometimes referred to as "slave mentality" within the African American community. I could talk about the attractiveness of White Male Power/Dominance in this society. But honestly, every sub/slave has to answer that question for herself. For me, the play in and of itself does nothing...in fact, no play in and of itself does anything at all for me...It's only within the context of the Master/slave relationship that it holds any interest for me at all. I hope I've answered your questions, Sir. Please let me know if I should clarify further and I shall certainly try. -gina
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