LadyConstanze
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ORIGINAL: Wretchedness This guy has been really nice to me, we have talked for a little while and we have talked on the phone. I do find him interesting and like a lot of his core beliefs. But there is still something that is unsettling. And knowing that I am shy and do tend to run away, I want to be sure I’m not mind-f**king myself out of a good thing. But I guess the bottom line is I can’t show up in public the way he wants me to dress. Sorry, didn't read that before but sod that! You are not f**king yourself out of a good thing, you have warning bells and they are perfectly justified. Hello, the guy wants to show you off in public like a trophy - no regard for you and your feelings - if he wants you to do that in private, a different thing but in public? Where's the respect for you, where's his effort to gain your trust? Remember, you haven't accepted him as your Dominant, it's not just him accepting you as his sub, you also have to accept him, before that happens, you're a free agent and it's actually bad form to boss somebody around who's not your sub. As for him being nice to you, well, the vanilla equivalent of a guy wanting to get into your knickers, no guy is going to be horrible to a woman if he tries to get laid. In case you meet him again, take a look how he treats the waiters and waitresses, park attendant and all the people he doesn't "need" or isn't trying to impress. Should give you a good picture of his character... A better one than him trying to sweet talk you on the phone. quote:
I am very nervous what the punishment would be. And I still don’t understand why, but he also said there doesn’t have to necessarily be a reason to punish me. I do think I need to re-think this. He is NOT your dominant, if you don't like the "punishment" you tell him so and if he gets stroppy (he'll call you a fake, wanna bet?) you tell him to eff off. Now in a relationship, if he would want to play punish you, different thing, or even punish you if that is your dynamic but for a punishment you have to do something wrong. quote:
And he did give me a chance to plead my case on the issue. I don't see an issue or a reason to plead your case at all, he gave somebody a command who is not his sub and thinks you should obey? Oh dear, sounds like a case of the dreaded domititis to me, is he also trying to boss around everybody he comes into contact with, including inanimate objects? quote:
I thought since I was submissive…..idk what I thought, maybe that he has the right to do as he wishes. Being submissive doesn't make you a doormat, especially NOT to a guy you have under consideration, he is NOT your dom! If he doesn't understand it, maybe he's a bit thick?
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